I love my life because my life is real

Hey peeps...3 weeks have past...and Im learning to be a "man" hahaha real man that is. There a down and up during the 3 weeks and im starting to njoy life in army. Theres the morning exercise and run...the chicken that we ate almost everyday....the cleaning of our bunk and area...the night snack we ate at the parade square...we all have adapt to the army life. Looking forward for more things to happen...im finally feeling at home at camp. Hoping not to get post out. Only problem is my IPPT and the route march....I did badly....it feel damn terrible till something happen to me...the emotion that I felt...I really feel.....haiz..hope I did better the nxt time...Those moment I will really pray never to happen again...

And for you, if you ever reading this....get your mind straight, be honest and sincere...after reading...It make my day more terrible....and my smile and laughter for the day just a mask of the feeling that I really felt...I do hope for the best but...to think of it...I live as a normal person, take a day at a time and pray for me and my family well being...to tell you honestly...family is my main priority...other things can be done after my 2 years...