My spirit has gone somewhere else
I can’t talk to anyone because no one cares
They say they do, but hollow words put deeper scars then before
All I need is silence and loneliness
The walls are thin and weak
Too weak to keep out all the distress
So all I can do is watch it die

I close my eyes and picture myself somewhere else
But these fleeting thoughts break away from me before I realize it
The sky is always blue because someone out there is always crying
The clouds are colorless because there is always someone out there waiting for someone
Is it better to be alone? Maybe it for the best that way
I push people away because I know they are busy with their lives
I push them away because I don’t need anyone
I don’t need this false comfort

All I need is time for me
Away from all my worries and responsibilities
Away from the frame I am suppose to fit in
All the wrongness will disperse
Into my tears falls my hope
I am my only reassurance
Sadness is the only emotion keeping me here
Fragile thoughts breaking like the hour glass of time falling
The only who cares is me talking back to myself
Staring back from the mirror
My reflection is my only friend
Even when night falls the one holding me when I cry turns out to be me
Through the night I sit in the dark unable to sleep
My comprehension has vanished
These cold ghosts all around me no warmth anywhere

All I want to do is be myself
I want someone to listen to me other then the silence
I need more then a nice word because all that can’t erase the insults I hear
The pain I feel inside can never leave because it’s part of me
I’m all alone in a world of strangers waiting to cut me
I seek solitude and slumber