Should I or should I not. Life sucks. Big time!! Wish I can fly, fly away to the sky...Dancing in the twilight of the Northen Light. Be free, no hassle, no problem....nothing. Why is this happening?? What should I do to make it right? Have I not done enough??? Do I really need to change? Have I not done good deeds??? Please give me an answer....
How I wish I could close my eye and never wake up..
That how cowardly I am
This fury deep inside, waiting to unleashed
That’s all I can do is be in pain and inflict pain
Because I’m ignorant and everything is my fault
Sometimes I can’t breathe from all the resentment
There were times when I can no longer cry
How much more can I take before all hell break loose?
This rising anger waiting for victims
I can’t control these emotions
My mind seems to drift away
It wanders to days where I search for my sanity
I’m isolated
This emptiness I’ve build around me
The walls are slowly crumbling
I try to suppress the misery but the tears seem to fall on their own
Nothing has meaning anymore and I become bored so easily
Nothing can seem to put a smile on my face
I’ve abandon myself and if I could I would leave
Leaving without anyone knowing
Oh maybe no one will know...
Cos they just, don't care....
(P.S Making changes...hope it the best for me....)
