Yea, so end it here and new year began. Spend the night with a few close friends..and just slacking it off...Hahaha...well no new year resolution this year as it won't really happen. Well maybe a few and that is to find gd job, or to study again and get my class 3/4 license upon completion of my NS.
Yea I have plan alot of things which I wanna do this year before I ORD but I guess it won't happened.. Tioman lar, Paramore concert lar whatever shit it is..it won't happen with my situation that I'm in.
I'm just so envious with other people having this and doing that in which I might not be able to get. Ouh God..sometimes I wonder what the purpose of me being here in this world. Seriously shit..I sometime dream that I would be all fine alone with nobody befriending me. I mean...like one of my friends says when u gone, m.i.a, not only would they care less about you they bitch about you as well but for me.... when I'm missing nobody ever care!!! hey!! wait a sec....think about it some of them don't even remember me or knowing that I existed hahahaha.
True but that reality of life. Well....*sigh* just live ur life as it is....just follow the flow....


